Long time, No write!!!

Okay so it has been a while but I have my excuses. I haven't been feeling too well lately so I haven't done more than laying on the couch. I am now in week 11 of the pregnancy and ready for week 13 to get here.

Shannon started his new job and he says that he is loving it but me on the other hand, that is a different story. He is gone a lot and when he is home he is upstairs working. I am having a tough time dealing with the kids and housework and trying to keep up on work. Shannon keeps telling me to quite work but we really need the little bit on money we do receive from me working. Plus it makes me feel like I am doing a little something to contribute to the household bills. I will quite in June anyway when we go to Greenville but would like to stay through then.

That brings me to the point of what I actually do around the house. As a stay at home mom, I do contribute just not financially. I would love to go out and get my dream job but it is just not feasible with three children under the age of 5 (as of October). I have to keep reminding myself that I am a vaulable resource to our house. Sometimes it is hard to do especially when I don't feel like getting off the couch. Are there any more of you out there who feel this way? If so it would be nice to know that I am not alone.

Update of Life!

Well, it has been a while since I have put up a post so I thought that I would updated as to what is going on.

Shannon starts a new job on the 10th in Greenville, NC with Home Depot. He is going to be commuting back and forth until Mariah gets out of school. At that point in time, we will find a house in the area and will move to Greenville. It is still close enough to home that the next bit of news I am gonna give will be possible. We are going to have a 4th baby in October. I am going to deliver here at home and while in Greenville, I am gonna come home for my appointments and we will schedule an induction date for delivery.

We are hoping for a fresh start and a little boy. Things are finally starting to look up for us and I know that we will be okay. Sometimes the answers that you are looking for and pray for comes on God's time and not yours but I remember that I am always in his care and his plans are what is best for me.