Decision Time

Well, as most of you know Shannon was going to take a job with Home Depot in New York. We were going to go up to Albany for the weekend this coming weekend but things have fallen through. Supposedly, they have a policy that if you work for them and quite in less than six months they place you on a "no hire" list. It would be nice to have known that before they called him up and offered him the job and got our hopes up.

Now we are back to where we were 2 months ago, at decision time. I want to go back to work but finding a job in this small town is really, really hard. I would like to get on at the Coast Guard base and I thought it would be easier as I already have some civil service experience but I guess that doesn't help much. My dad has a buddy who said that he would keep his ears open for a job in my field and let me know what to do. He said that he would pull all the strings he could to get me on but who knows what will happen. I have started looking for jobs outside of the area but still in the state. I really don't want to go too far from home because my parents and Shannon's grandparents have such a huge influence on the girlz lives.

I hate to make major decisions in life, mainly because I am afraid of making the wrong decision. I know that things will work out and if I pray harder enough, God will answer my prayers and help me make the decisions I need to make.